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[Tuesday
August 30th, 2005 at 8:38pm]
Been a while since I've been online LONG enough to make a real entry. Colie and I are doing great as usual. She's made me more happy these past couple of days then she ever has.

I plan on marrying this woman.

Can you believe all the destruction in New Orleans?? We're sure getting a lot of rain from the hurricane here now but nothing like they recieved. I feel horrible. I wish there was something I could do, but alas, there is nothing anyone can do but pray.
when I look at you, I squint ( 6 )You're that beautiful

[Wednesday
May 25th, 2005 at 11:01pm]
So I haven't been online in a couple days..

My grandmother passed away...

Feelings cannot be expressed through the computer.

She was my best friend. The one I could tell anything too.

Rest in Peace. I love you.
when I look at you, I squint ( 5 )You're that beautiful

Tired Awakening [Monday
May 23rd, 2005 at 9:40pm]
[ mood | bleh ]

This cold depressed body of mine
Could never turn back the hands of time
Naked but clothed in blood.
Drowning in my own self-pitty.

God has hated me
From my escape from the womb
God has jaded me
Yet I am still holding on

Grotesque independence holding me from what I need
Broken promises raping me from my own
Open up these tired eyes, Let life into nothing.
Crawl up to nothing, Reach out to something.

Speaking with a forked tounge, right by the chapel
Your God has turned me away.
Just kneel down,
ask if Jesus can come out to play.
Is God really home?

God has hated me
From my escape from the womb
God has jaded me
Yet I am still holding on

Grotesque independence holding me from what I need
Broken promises raping me from my own,
Open up these tired eyes, Let life into nothing.
Crawl up to nothing, Reach out to something.

Grotesque independence holding me from what I need
Broken promises raping me from my own,
Open up these tired eyes, Let life into nothing.
Crawl up to nothing, Reach out to something.

when I look at you, I squint ( 2 )You're that beautiful

[Thursday
May 19th, 2005 at 7:40pm]
Although I have said many times I have changed and gotten better... That is so true. I have recently figured out... it does not matter how much I change to better myself, others are still going to stay the same. Some happy, others sad, I am stuck right here in the middle. Sometimes I want to give up and not try to be a good person, but I can't. I want for people to love me or like me and appriciate me. I show them respect, yet they don't do me the pleasure of showing it back to me. One person in particular is Lannette. She frickin tells me I am not grown... haha... i am more grown than she is. I am not manipulating the government (infact.. i can't stand the government), I am at least trying to get a job (Payless better fucking hire me!!) I am not going to quit High School. I am in love and I don't think I am GOD( hell I don't even believe in God... is there a god? seriously). I happen to love my life... even if things may not be great all the time. I still enjoy the short time i do have with those i love and those who care about me. They are what matter most to me. Everyone else who talk shit and deface my name... they can piss off... i don't need the drama... i am living and love it. So those who think i am full of shit... don't fucking talk about me cause you obviously don't know shit. I am a great, beautiful person and i am happy to be me. I love Nichole and we are great... for those of you who don't want us together (JOANN AND ALL YOU DUMB BITCHES)FUCK OFF... WE ARE GROWN AND ON OUR OWN... WE SHALL RULE WITH OUT YOUR HELP OR SUPPORT!!!
when I look at you, I squint ( 5 )You're that beautiful

[Tuesday
May 17th, 2005 at 12:10am]
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[Saturday
May 14th, 2005 at 2:27pm]
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when I look at you, I squint ( 4 )You're that beautiful

Pictures! [Saturday
May 14th, 2005 at 1:50pm]
I guess I should also put pictures of what I look like. So here are some pictures of me.

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I've noticed a lot of people are joining rating communities. What are some good ones?
You're that beautiful

[Saturday
May 14th, 2005 at 12:57pm]
I created this livejournal about a month ago. And this is my first post.
So I guess I will tell everybody about me.
My name is April and I live in Ohio. I am in school for marine biology and I am 19 years old.
My biggest fear is being alone.
I love lots of different music.
when I look at you, I squint ( 3 )You're that beautiful

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